Dreams in a tragic kingdom

Dreams in a tragic kingdom

"Heyyy!! I'm 22 this year!!"

Things i want/want to do before i turn 25...
1.) get a job after graduating
2.) Road trip around Sarawak (maybe Sabah too) with friends and boyfriend!!
3.) Get my own guitar...Gibson SG is my primary target. har3xx

Things i want/ want to do before i turn 30...
1.) Get promoted xD
2.) Go oversea with Alex watching real3xxx rock shows!!! hihihihihi
3.) Buy a drum set with double paddles, china cymbal. xD
4.) My very own LCD TV in my room with PS3(at the very least)
5.) My own car. xD

Things i want/want to do before i turn 40....
1.) Sponsor parents on whatever they like around that year...
2.) Sponsor budak shopping spree one day. LOL (at that age i hope i can start splurging for others and not myself nemore).
3.) Be on the top level management team. har3xxx..
4.) Open a side business. xD (i'm thinking of jam studio since i'm goin to buy guitars and drums). We'll see...

Things i want/ want to do before i die...
1.) Watch an EPL match. LOL.
2.) Make sure my bank account got no balance and make sure all the possible asset takers are the right ones...har3xx
3.) Go Grappa when i'm 80. LOL
4.) visit all close friends now when i'm 50. Ala2 desperate housewives bah. hihihihi
5.)Learn Mandarin...

So yea I'm in the mood to blog

So yea I'm in the mood to blog.............. xD

Introducing Arsoniste. A band that's created through human instincts. LOL.. I don't even know where to start from. I guess I'll start from the dude who's paling experienced in all this band thingy for years. Introducing Qeeya on the drums. He's turning 20 this year but the amount of experience he gained pretty byk. Hehehe. I'm gonna share from what i know and x exactly all. Perhaps there's more i missed out. He played drums for 7 days after as a sessionist before i think..Coz i saw him at swinburne gig once upon a time. He was 16-17 back den. Den he's in some screamo band before Violette band was created where I was in! hehehe. developing by the answer ka d bands name. Oh well. i have no idea. hehe.

After that, Violette came into the scene somewhere in 2007(i think). That sux i cannot get the exact info coz i have a pretty short memory span. Euw..Den this is the part where i start to introduce myself! HIhihi. Well, this band started off because paramore was the in thing undergroundly~ got such word ka. A blue moon came into my friendster one day - "hey, mok join side projek kmk org sik play paramore? xD". That was qeeya. Straightaway i said yes coz of how i was so into paramore that time i don't know why, hehehehe. So how did we do, we got runner up on our first battle of the bands and lotsa battle of the bands after that even.....

After winning the 2nd place in our first botb, Max contact me through Youtube. Lol. I've just realised that i do make friends through youtube. And yea i utube quite alot. Hehhee. He was in that botb as well playing muse...haiya..muse3xx...So, along the process of making friends with me, (ithink) he tried to brainwash me into playing Muse..LOL!!!! I don't know how but i actually felt for it. So i did go jamming with him, bring my amigo Pearl too to play Muse. After a few jam session, me out. I don't dig into drums and muse afterall. Hehhee.

One day, on a sunny2 day when i was having my presentation during the day. We - Violette entered this Botb in Swinburne University. Amazingly i made it in time. Anyways, that's when one of my eternal best fren (LOL, i claimed that title last year) si merryl Pearl start to get jiggy with it. akakaka. She joined the botb too. Alongside with Max and Adrien dey created VERB...

Anyways, Meryll Pearl and Paramore got one thing in common..xD(boh side epek kau pearl, i know u dont like paramore). miahahahaha. Well, i met and fall in love with those two around the same time. Which is early 2006. Second semester in Matriculation.. Wait, actually i knew her during 1st semester already. I don't know how but she ended up hanging out in my room playing guitar tunes from Avril Lavigne while steph pakar making fun of my face with some photo editing game on my R.I.P motorola phone...

Back to the main story, after Swinburne Botb. Violette got sick playing paramore song coz realised that it got too mainstream..Well, during the swinburne battle suda ada 3 bands playing paramore. No offense. hehehe. B for tesla rocks!!

One day...ESTK (Eyes Set To Kill) came into the scene. terus my minat to bergitar zoopp! into me. hehehehe.(i use that lame word alot today pardon me). Qeeya introduced me the band and i fell in love with it straightaway. xDD...Den, slowly (it took me awhile to recruit ppl who will like this screamo band)..Finally...jumpa! Hehehhehe. I love estk coz of the melody in their screamo approach which is rili2 nice, Max loves estk because of the girls..LOL! Pearl loves estk bcoz she say it's a mixture of swit voice and cool screamings. LOL. Alex like estk because i forced him at first. hihihihi. Eventually he's ok with the band. yay! I berjaya acquire own bf to be the screamer for the band!! anyways, Alex is from Chain Reaction. His band plays metal mainly. N he's vox is so the very mantap and he got muka vocalist. ekekeke....

So after that, Arsoniste was finally formed! Weee!!! Weeee!!! weee!!!!

p/s: mok dgr lagu sik? visit www.myspace.com/arsoniste. (boh tetak xD)

My Valentine LOL i wudnt do a jiwang post.

I love valentines!! weeee


Today is valentines and i'm gonna blog about my valentines coz i don't wanna forget it. LOL

Started afternoon, coz both alex and I mau membabi dulu. LOL.. i went out at 2.30pm, wanted to go to alex's place but saw max at kiya's house already(kiya tinggal selorong bah). So i dropped by, kiki was der too. Den Ben saruk. So i decided to call..err..nvm, hehehe. not suppose to mention her name. hihihi.Neways!!! After that went to pick alex, den meet up with Qeeya n MAx at Jam Studio for jam session. jam3xxx... after jam alex and I went shopping!! weee...i love shop, den he cooked me dinner. OMG sgt sedap. Best got bf chef. He masak lambchop yg i want more shoo goodd!! macoroni with some creamy soup with it..and creamy chicken soup!! Oh ya, the menu saya request so yea i'm a fanatic for the meat L.A.M.B..No nid to go out n eat see others jiwang2 at same place. hihihihihi. after that watched Space Buddies on DVDs, den played PS2. Winning 11 bahh on PS2. hihihi.. So datz how my valentines goes.. BEST!!!!



Hari ini conclusion..



















p/s: that's my present in the pic. Roses, patung, and perfumes. uwiuwiuwiuwiuwiu..

Happy Valentines all!! time for me to watch Ghost Whisperer

New Track 30% done!! weeee

Yea, currently it's sunday, the last day b4 my one week holidays ends. It was a blast! coz it's Chinese New Year so yea u expect all the blast from the mercuns3xx..bising til almost killed my ears. U know, bagaikan a gunshot to ur gegendang telinga. gia la ya. hehehehehe...

Anyways, after all the CNY frenzy, finally back to normal 'just having my holidays' mode. I get to...do another song!!! so inspired after watchin killswitch and a7x concerts live dvd downloaded version!! so i'm so stoked!! that was yesterday nite around midnite..i stayed up until 6am to do the drumtrack so i'm 80% done with the drumsloops and guitars. no bass, no vocals, no breakdowns, nor bridge, nor varieties to tambah umph! LOL..

wish i had another nite today to do it, but gotta wake up early, class at 8.30am! which equivalient to waking up at 6.30am bath, go breakfast with alex first den head off to unimas at 8am. Yea, long trip coz it's at the old campus+early morning jam. xDDDD sux...

so, so far, this is how the song is soo far...





p/s: thanx for all friends who came visiting my crib on CNY. :D

New SKinnn

Actually I'm out of things to blog about. Hihihi..It's okayh... I'm goin to bed now, tomorrow's gonna be busy. i think...zzzzzzz

YESSS!!!!

yea! i beat the highest bidder!! eheh..well, i was the only one bidding. kakakaa. so yea i got it, paid it and the products is on the way!! weee!!!!

This is what i want. And I"m otw getting it!!!

I need my superhero powers and beat the highest bidder on lelong!! :p

Samsung SC MX-10 is a simple flash camcorder that uses only SD/MMC as memory storage minus the tape yadda3xx which i dont like. That means, yea, i can record video and put it on my PC immediately!! Coz it compressed automatically to Mpeg-4 files. HIhihi.. Quality not bad, and it looks uber-chic!!! no baggy bag for camcorders just chic pouch. No expensive camcorders and the fact that is safe to carry around and record those wonderful (haaaa~ LOL) moments.

Dahla guna SD, murah and have tonnes of it at home. This chic, user friendly, and utube users(likeme) friendly cost around rm500. Pretty cheap huh. Just as long no one outbid me!!!!!

p/s: some say, why don't wanna wait til HD camcorders price go down instead? well...1st of all, the price is off budget, and 2nd of all, me don't need high quality/definition videos..i don't wanna see my pimples and all that ****..hehehhee as long as the colour is nice i likeee. xD

Thanx for the tagg emehhh~ saya busann.hihihi

[1] Do you think you're hot?
not as hot as before. :p got fatter day by day



[2] Upload a fav pic of you.

Salah upload but mana2 lah. malas suda. hehe

[3] Why do you like this pic?
because me larf my doggieeeee

[4] When was the last time you ate pizza?
ooooooo....last month? i want againnnn

[5] The last song you listened to?
Alesana hahak

[6] What are you doing right now besides this?
nothingg~

[7] What name do you prefer besides yours?
heh??

[8] People to tag :
1. Mushyy
2. Jewl
3. Speul
4. Kimberly carey chan?
5. Erlinda Mikal
6. Uzair

[9] Who is no.1?
Ms Seriously~~??

[10] No.3 is having a relationship with?
ntah la dia. hehehe

[11] Say something about no.5
she got suara yg sangat lunak. hahahak. and i larf her

[12] How about no.4?
my sister whom i wish will give some angpau when she send some stuff through carol express~ huhuhuhu...

[13] Who is no.2?
artistt!!!

My wish this year...huhuhu

-------------------------LesPaul---------------------

-------------------SG----------------------



How i wish to own one of these...Gibson SG which pearl calls it batman guitar coz of the body shape, and the all time favourite Ephiphone LesPaul...arkhh, i can afford one of these through online china market but my dad wouldn't allow me to buy it. "work first den buy!!" and i cannot buy without his acknowledgement coz to buy it online i need his credit card help. Me no credit card. huhuhuhuhuhuuhuhu!

p/s: alex punya pasal berguitar collection. hihihihi.

A Whole New Beginning..I Hope, at least i believe it is..

I can't wait to enter lectures again, wanna say me taubat from kemalasan last semester, no. Taubat is not the word. Just that this semester I'm ready, I know what to expect, and I'm not exhausted. 2008 was crazy. Expected, I'm no supergirl and i'm just a normal person who trips along the way. I need my holidays and functioning without holidays is painful and eventually i mengholidaykan diri juak pada masa i SHOULDNT mengholiday...if u get wat i mean..

So yea, i got left behind but i wasnt bothered. I knew i was gonna trip. BUt wth~

Btw, back2school gig on the 11th. Come and join the party. It's free wat. hehehe. at boulevard shopping mall.

on the 1st day of christmas xD

let's sing this song..

on the 1st day of christmas....my true love gave to me...
"a fren who got ditched at the gas station~ weee~"

also on the 1st day of christmas...my true love gave to me...
"kampung trip to i don't know where~ weeee~~"

cont2..on the 1st day christmas..my true love gave to me....
"Chanel perfume for me to use coz i stink~ weeee~"

Currently Listening To

Haiyaaaaa....


I've just finish downloading 2 albums from Secondhand Serenade and I'd like to say their other songs are much better than the sold out fall for you. :p

This album makes me cry, jiwang, be all emo all over again. Emo NOT as in sedih3xx, nangis3xx, potong kuku and kulit or mana2 bahagian badan but...being sensitive all over again to the deep feel melody and lyrics..hahahahak.. my favourite track is Your Call~ haaaarrr~

being like this reminds me of the old days as well... being in the room, with a laptop on my lap lying down on the bed while blogging with dashboard confessional(dulu) mp3 playing through my earphones. I"m exactly that, just that dashboard ganti with secondhand serenade. Reminds me of the days back in Matriculation where emo was a hit among kids. LOL.


p/s: thanx to Forever 21 in Pavillion for playing 2ndhand Serenade - Your call last week that makes me wanna download the whole album...


p/s(again): hahahak, i'm still an arsoniste not mayonise.

Short2 Talk on My KL trip

Stay.....
stayed at concorde. nice! free buffet breakfast and supper. and the mobile band in melting pot restaurant is so the very frienly. but the band at Crossroad lounge so2...i think d band sesuai for the elder..hehehehe..coz i kanot layan..next to it is hard rock cafe. nid not to bout it coz u knoe i love hard rock. hehehehee

Shopping...shopping...shoppingg....
It's funn!! the fact that there's more choices everywhere. hehehehe.but den, the cheap ones better don't buy. RM10!! RM20!! all rm25!!! geezzz...the quality is really2 bad..and this new policy they have, no trying on promotion items. hahahha. smart move, mmg leceh to gantung and organise balik the baju after beribu-ribu customer masuk to a small lot boutique and cramp the place up. hehehehehe. coz cheaper price always means lousier service provided and smaller shelf space. for branded stuff, the promotion they have is the same in Kuching, the only different is the new arrival items dat eventually will arrive kuching. hehehehe. Skinny jeans in KL are plenty! hahahaha. In kch for good quality ones normally cost between rm70 - rm100.. den a round2 found stripes skinny so got one for myself. hehehe


Friends!!!!
I get to meet ela after 3 years!!! she's a fren of mine from KK..omg damn i miss that girl alot..hehehe..and perangai x berubah at all diz..hihihi..so we went to bangsar with her close fren si jane whole day and coffee beaning.. den next day went to Cosmo World Theme Park..and last day in KL we went out for breakfast with MAmafly @ CB!! hehehe, sempat....Den after dropping ela back to her family, flo and I went window shopping and chit chat nonstop until it's time for me to head back to the hotel for me to check out myself. hehehehe

encik encik....

it's 2.11am on a sunday morning. woot3xx!! lemme update myself with stuff. I can't wait to go to KL tomorrow. I get to meet lala after years not meeting and hanging out!! hihihihhi!!! use to watch all her drama's back in matriculation days until she moved to another room and the free drama show ends there. oh mannnn..den again, i love kuching! i don't wanna leave home at the same time. coz of this kch trip i'm missing a gig today. tsk3xxx...

so the whole day i end up chatting with pearl online mencabar creativity masing2 do original stuff for the band. Soo free, don't bother packing for KL since i'm gonna end up shopping so why worry bring stuff there? hehehehehe. The song is done i think. we got the melody but lyrics will not be up yet. we still wanna fine tune the song ya know before we start with the lyrics. hehehehe. It does worry me. edit here there here there. after couple of days the original song end up becoming a totally different song. LOL. oh well, as long as pearl and I happy with the outcome ok lah. now still x puas hati with the verse. LOL. ada2 jak. we'll work it out. hehehehehe

yesterday Florianna Lendai Michael a.k.a mamafly or just fly called so the very last minute bawa outing with her cousin and childhood fren. Cun2 i was soo bored, cun2 Alex working, cun2 jamming plans cancelled so i was soo happy!! yesss!! pick me up!!! but while i was taking a shower, teringat ba kawan seorang tok si Mushyy..so me call her wanna culik her as well..she tag along! wooot3xxxx...so we end up kayo2 around the townchit chatting bout nothing and laugh about nonsense. Oh well, it's fun to be around girls like this ppl. Too comfortable to talk nonsense and act like unworthy coz at the end of the day, u still feel worthy. I"m not talking right here...hehehehe...oh well...i miss mamafly! she has the loudest laugh! kakakakaka! now i appreciate her high pitch voice coz i think i'm getting pekak'er day by day so for me, her voice is crystal clear me like~~~

Mushy, Fly and I

And update on my holidays xD

I'm loving my school holidays seriously! got soo busy doing things other than studying that feels so good, i wonder if that will be a bad thing or no? How am i gonna switch on my study mode once school starts back?PLus, there's tons of catching up to do once new sem kicks in. ANYWAYYYSSSS I SHOULDNT THINK ABOUT IT...hehehehhehee

BAsically my life during this holidays is spend on special things to me. It's great!! Combination of boyfriend+family+friends+hobby!!

Remember arsonist? the side project band i talked about in the previous post?? I'm lovin this band. hehehe. I'm lovin this type of music, post-hardcore. Need not to explain much about the genre but it conclusion it's screamo that's tolerable. xD. I love 'trying' being different, not saying i'm different though. I'm okayh when someone follows the path i'm into..but i'll leave that path and start new again.. Hehehe, as the saying goes...some lead, some follow xD (self pujuk coz of some2).. The progress with the band? We're invited to play at boulevard this weekend but i'm goin KL!! sad2, but no way i'm burning the rm500 flight tiket and shopping spree session using my mum's credit card!! hehehehehe. Den next month there will be another gig at civic centre carpark. Kojack OI3xx did invite us to play, but in a way it's not confirmed..I hope he wudn't forget us. hihihihi... And for Violette, we're playing in Bau this saturday. Some gig. hehehehe


A little review on the gig+battle BandXplosion by ME!

Lets skip the battle part and start with the mini concert part! That's the highlite of the show afterall. Hhehehee..Headline artist includes...

Butterfingers!!

bunkface!!!


Evenstarr!!

And not forgetting.. United Kids of OI!!!

It's my first time watchin local bands playing their original songs that i actualy listen to! LOL, i can sing along!! hihihihihi. Sakai2...Butterfingers was great, promoting their new album "kembali"..and played a few old numbers including n'iccotyne. hahak.. but it was done acoustically..How i wish they played their zaman monyet songs..but it was nice though. hehehe... and Bunkface!! OMG~ the song bunk anthem is in my head pengaruh by a fren of mine oso. LOLLL!!! i did record a few videos from butterfingers and bunkface but not the whole thing..i wanna enjoy the concert too baaa...hihihihi..

After the end of the mini concert, tracy kawan mushy radio cats fm punya dj announce the winner of the battle..Delphian for Aria!!!! They won Rm1000!! I'm soo happy for them, bunch of friends also. hihihihi. Personal congratulation to kiya for breaking Violette punya curse for mala masuk final but never win, finally ada wakil win! hihihihi!!!

Occayh, back to main topic.....

Den recently also i've been spending time with family every monday nite playing badminton. It's soo much fun surprisingly. Hehehehhee. My parents are damn good!!(for their age, kikiki). And i'm happy for them coz at least their working out their muscles once a week. xD

And today, it's Alex and Kim's birthday!! Happy birthday!!!!! Me love u too long time xD!!!!! hahahahahak!