Another random blogpost about..troubled TEENAGERS!!

just to remind readers out there to never feel offended by blogpost as it's only a 'point of view' perspective mind, as this is a free world. ^.^ When it's talking negatively about something, i just don't have the guts to VLOG, blog in the other hand, wud the heck. hihihihi

After watchin alot of teen movies and series in the past, I came up with another casual theory. Teenagers are not dumb. Teenagers don't get into trouble coz their dumb. Movies and TV series make people think that way. What I think?? This is what i think...

You're young only once, teenagers do outrageous stuff coz they know veryy welll that they will get away with it. Why? Coz they are teens!!! LOL! Okayh...still not making a strong point here...

What are the stereotype perception of us adults(ehem, okayh, i'm still a young adult but hey i have a voice! wakakakakakaka?k, not funny) - teens can get away almost on everything. When they do a serious crime like an adult also, they don't go to jail! They got juvana somethin2?

Troubled teens are just teenagers who wanna do outrageous things in life when their young because adults don't get to do that. They get criticised badly on the spot if they do so.. Teenagers? Not so. LOL

So are they dumb? No their not. They are just having as much fun as possible. sometimes too much fun until they get into trouble. lolzlzllzz. But they are always given another chance.

So the persoalan is, how do parents control this out of control behaviour for teenagers? None! wakakakaka. Don't stop them for living their youth! wakakakaka. If parents do so, they will rebel. Which makes it worst, coz they wouldn't ask for family support at all, and that's when they become really2 dumb coz the only person a teenager could actually trust and rely on is...family...

coz what doesnt kills you makes you stronger. ^.^

this is applied every where. hihihihihi. in my life to be exact.

I'm usually a very open person, can take critics no matter how nuisance the critics is. hihihi. just check out my youtube to believe it. LOL.

I'm also usually a very open person when it comes to friends criticism, trying to make me feel bad, by making fun of me, it's all in their game. Yea, on normal days it doesnt hurt, coz it's all part of their humour, and when i do respond negatively to this, that means, yea, I'm not having a good day and hope they realize it. hihihihi.

Coz afterall, criticism is good, it improves a person, doesnt matter what kind of critic it is. It can either improve directly or indirectly. For an example:

constructive criticism: i think you're voice is very pitchy, your guitar tone isn't good, pili, you look hot in that picture(picture zaman lebih slim. LOL).

why is it good? ----> they point out the wrongs, so you improve in the wrongs la.

nuisance criticism: you suck, stop the fakkin crap your doin!! your making the car senget u freakin heavy!! your fat!! you bit** eat my dog. LOL!!!

why is it good? ----> they test your patience by ignoring it and shut up coz afterall that's the professional thing to do. :p

2nd DEMO COMPLETED! - www.myspace.com/arsoniste

after 6 months lag, we finally did a proper recording for this song. LOL

Arsoniste - Oceanic View 15/09/09

I think it's luck.

bak kata ien, luck in definition means
-right timing
-right spot
-right people
-right situation.

I'm talking about Arsoniste here. hehehe. Coz i'm still sakai from yesterday's interview at Cats.Fm. yupp!! bein interviewed on radio for the first time eva!!

Then today it hits me to realize that, it's all luck i guess..

It all started from the first dayy arsoniste played live as a band at a battle of the bands in kenyalang organized by tru events, disharmonic movement and cats.fm. yess, that's the luck there. LOLL.

Although it's just a battle of the bands, i realized that, heyyy.. we met a bunch of important people in the scene here, thru this battle of the bands. This is where it all started!! Without bandxplosion, cats.fm will never know us and we will not play at back2school and cats exposed gig, but then again, yea, thanx to kojack as well, as he is the one who's always giving us opportunities to play here and there. And finally the interview yesterday. :p :p

So never take a botb for granted. BandXplosion was (to me) the most successfull botb I've been in. The bands that participate are now doing their own stuff and play in different shows as well. Among the bands from BandXplosion which is now having their originals includes...POLAR(with their EP already!!), D.F.A, Happily Ever After,(who else ah?) :p

So in conclusion, yea, it's luck for arsoniste. hehehe
-right timing (qeeya cannot play for violette coz play D.F.A, Verb also cannot play coz drummer M.I.A, Alex also cannot play killswitch coz bandmates on holidays)
-right spot (the botb la, i wanna go to the botb to watch bunkface actually. hihihi)
-right people (met Cats.FM, met United Kids of Oi, exposed ourselves to whoever who might be interested. hehehe)
-right situation. (the members in arsoniste at that moment are basically free coz their original bands couldn't participate.LOL)

Good3xx Day for me.

I woke up early, daddy good mood give me allowance(before this he just wudnt wanna give me cash and let me broke), went to class and actually studied(LOL), went back home, music video completed, received positive feedback from friends on facebook, slept, woke up, new Myvi arrived(joyride), dinner arrived(butter chicken rice with other lauk from bazaar), den later tonite gonna go watch Up! great day for me, I'm so in a good mood. hihihihi. I feel extremly blessed. ^.^

Arsoniste - Within The Broken Path Music Video (updated 03/09/09) Final Cut

Ameteur work, hope you guys like it. hihihi

If only I'm rich. LOL

ya if only. I could own a Gibson SG by now..or perhaps a Taylor Acoustic.. or probably driving my own car..

hehehe

if only...

Good News and Bad News.. I never like this line. LOL

Good News!!

I finally succeed format my own PC with no bad side effects. The last time i format, i lost internet connection, and drivers, and i don't know where to get them back...

This time, settled, i got my internet connection, so I get to download all those utilities with no problemo...

BAD NEWS....
since i thought this is a trial 'format' which i thought was 'repair XP' instead of 'format XP'...I DIDNT BACK UP ANYTHING!!!! WTH~~~~ yes, i was soo the very pissed off and panicked. LOL. i calm down already...

I lost all my UNIMAS notes!!(ithink i have back up though), music and videos(which i dont mind much)...but the one that got me ouch3xx is...my demo music raw files!! my drum tracks for arsoniste oceanic view and the latest song which i just created drumloops for last nite!! omfg!!!

anyways...it's not that bad...

luckily i dont have any due assignment, let's say if this occur last semester...there goes my final year project progress. LOL.

In overall...it's alright i guess..at least i get to try new software for music, i get fresh sound card, fresh hard disk, and most importantly, fresh PC!! and I'll get to update the drumloops one more time for oceanic view and yesterdays new track. LOL. gonna be fun..i guess..hehehe.

but den again..HAIZZZ. what a waste of time...oh well, that's what u get when u constantly complain boredom. LOL

Exhausted No, Inspired maybe, Happy yes.

hahak, oh well, my title has nothing to do with my blog post. Infact, my blog post is gonna be another free typing blog post on what's new physically, mentally, socially, soulfully? oh well.

Hehehehe
Physically, heyy, my diet rosak! loll I'm starting to eat supper again. omg... and yea i dont look hot. ^^

Mentally, seriously im trying to improve my behaviour. People might not notice my crankyness coz u don't talk and see me that often, for those who do know me, yea, i can be a pretty much drama queen. Yea, i am wrong for snapping off so easily, and sometimes could end up pretty ugly, but now, im doin the easiest way out from all that, shut off everything before it gets worst. Im not proud of snappy me, infact im pretty cool. And yes, when i do snap, what i felt is real. Don't mess with me. ^.^ You're opinion on what's wrong or right has no impact with how i feel. mmkayy.

Socially, i have no idea what's goin on. LOL. my only strong social network most probably is through facebook. I don't meet friends as often now anymore. Coz somehow time clashes i guess? oh welll...

Soulfully? Yea, my heart is currently goyang 'kaki'ing. it's doin alright, I'm trying my best to wake up early when it's needed. (church and classes). Trying to stay as positive as possible. hehehehe. Getting negative vibe alot lately. It does confuse me a little. hehehe. Oh well, as long as i have the support i need I'm alright i guess. ^^

Chillin

I'm currently sooo into zynga texam holdem poker, i wanna reach 5million tonight! I was at 3M but punya la tamak me..So i went all in recklessly and lost 3million in one hand. hihihi.. Once I've reached that, probably movie marathon. I've purchased a number of DVD's but have not started watching them yet!!! I even downloaded some new movies, still, my time is mostly on poker and doin youtube covers. LOLL

Happy2!!

Today I learn(actually attempt to learn it ages ago!) ..which is, video layering. hihihi



Well, this is the basics, I've learned more. :p

Influenced by influencer

influenced victim is mua, influencer is melbourne, mainly my elder sister Kim. Nevermind, im currently crapping and not making any sense. :p :p :p

actuallyy...

this is the thing..before visting my sister in melbourne for 6 weeks, i was such a rock loser. (rock is not a loser, dont get me wrong, just me saying). O.o

I was soo into kishswiss, metalcore, hardcore, screamo, all the noisy music in the world. but gyeahh, i still love it..

but....

after 6 weeks in melbourne, i got influenced strongly again by the pop music. lolzlzlzlz. proofs? currently loving PCD, lady gaga, black eyes peas and others(p/s: damn, ada kawan in ym currently spamming log in and out. lolzlzlzlzl), and for the latest arsoniste single(screamo band) i applied pop elements into it. listen to it at myspace.com/arsoniste.. until my sister could finally love our bands music!! akakakakakkaka

and yes, but saying that, that didn't mean i wasn't such a pop loser before that. I was!! hahaha. i listen to all sorts of stuff. but before melbourne it was 70% rock, 30% pop... Now it's the other way round.

My latest youtube cover are mainly pop mainstream songs currently, lady gaga and katy perry covers, and i even did my own stuff for the record. but yea, that has a grunge edge. not exactly poppish, but still listenable for my elder sister.

SOOO, my conclusion is, whenever i do music that's acceptable to my elder sister, that's pop! lolzlzlzzlz

Like A Prisoner me

dark3xx song with random melody, hate it, love it, i dont rili care. :p :p

Pearly Anne - Like A Prisoner.mp3 - like a prisoner

Fall asleep, without you in my mind.
Drunk in peace, there's no better state of mind

Rest in peace...so shut up, shut up
Cry in peace...so shut up, shut up

pre chorus:
It's like a bee, stings my soul
it's like a fire, burning this whole heart of mine

chorus:
why don't you stay away, stay away
let me live my own life, the way i want it
coz im hurting, so hurting,
screechin and screaming, my ears can't take it!!

male vocals chorus 2:
why do you cry~ oh dear~
i never meant to shred those tears from you
promise you~ my dear~
i'll never tie you down, ever again~~

end:
pfft, like a prisoner,
oh~ like a prisoner...
why do you care!!

New Home.

if people ask, do like ur new home? yes i do, but currently felling like a prisoner.LOL. I so wanna go out but my dad got upset. Coz new home, im spttnya enjoy the new home. But i wanna go out. It's not that i can't wait, but my friends wudnt be here in kuching for long,goin back for studies again and school starts next week. So yea, i cant wait. LOL

Anyways, focus back on new home, for the link to the showhouse, click here

that's how the house is, but of course, my dad didn't design it that way.

I wanna focus on my own room...hehehee..

My family move into the new house on 3rd June 2009, yea i was still in OZ that time. So i told them to not bother arranging my stuff, just dump all my stuff into the new room. among my reasons, i don't wanna trouble them, i dont want them to end up finding stuff parents shudn't know. LOL, and i wanna be part of the excitement of moving in a new home as well!

That's my stuff in my messy new room. ehehhee


after cleaning up, this is what i've got so far..
another angle

and another angle

among my wishlist items would be bedside table, new chairs(pa jak la plastic chairs nyak. euw li.

and this is a random pic. my lil sis attempt to take a micro shot of my face!! haahhahaha.
fail!

Pada hari yg aku rasa diri mabuk daging. LOLLLLLLL

so i got bored, and im daring enuf, to cut my own hair!! hahahaha. dont laugh!! hahahahahahaha. had few tips from qeeya before cutting it. tadaaaa~~ ROFLMAO!!